My Opinion on the Madeleine Mccann Mystery

In May it will be the 10 year anniversary of the disappearance of, then 3 year old, Maddie Mccann. As it has been 10 years since the most looked for missing person actually went 'missing', there has been another dose of news articles about it, with new speculations, theories, and people airing their views.

I never ever thought I'd be saying this, but for once, I actually agree with Katie Hopkins. On her Sunday morning LBC show, Hopkins made a very controversial, and very interesting statement. She said "Maddie wasn't lost because somebody took her, Maddie was lost because she was left to be found." Now, regardless of whether Maddie was kidnapped, or whether her parents killed her, or any of the theories that are being thrown around at the moment, this statement is very much true. Kate and Gerry Mccann left their three children in their hotel room alone, while they went out for dinner and drinks with friends. Now, I haven't got children, nor do I want them for a very long time, but I still know that it is unacceptable to leave your children, especially as young as 3 and below, alone for even a short length of time, but to leave them to go to dinner? I just don't understand it, just take them with you, get a babysitter or order in a takeout!

There are so many different theories about Maddie's disappearance, and none of them quite add up. If she was kidnapped, then how come police dogs smelt the scent of corpse in the Mccann's holiday house, and why was Maddie's own blood found behind the sofa and in the boot of the car? But if Kate and Gerry did have something to do with it, then where's the body? Surely they can't have got rid of it that well in such a short space of time-I mean it's been 10 years and she still hasn't been found-dead or alive.

I was discussing this topic with my uni housemates last night and it was interesting to hear everyone's opinions on the topic and why they believed/didn't believe a specific theory. There were two things that we did all agree on though. One-Kate and Gerry are responsible for the disappearance of their child, whether it was directly their fault or not. And two-We will (unfortunately) never find out what happened to poor Maddie Mccann.

My opinion? To me, there's just too much evidence that points to the parents. I mean, there was Maddie's blood found behind a sofa in their hotel room and in the boot of their hire car. There was the scent of corpse in their wardrobe. The next day, rather than looking for their 'missing' daughter, they played tennis together and walked along the beach hand-in-hand. They washed Madeleine's favourite toy, CuddleCat, the one thing they had left of her. Now, I can't say what I would do in a situation like this because it has never actually happened to me (Thank God), however I can say with some certainty that I wouldn't be playing tennis the day after my child was abducted. I also don't think I would ever wash that toy. I think my mum still has a toy that I was given when I was born, which was passed to my sister when she was born that has NEVER been washed in 19 years, and me and Poppy are both still alive. It just doesn't quite add up to me. Also, in questioning, Kate didn't answer a single question out of the 48 asked to help in the investigation. The one question she did answer was: "Are you aware that in not answering the questions you are jeopardising the investigation, which seeks to discover what happened to your daughter?" To which she answered: "Yes, if that’s what the investigation thinks." This is another puzzling aspect of the story to me. Surely, if you were innocent, you would want to give as much information as possible if it could lead to your reunion with your daughter. Also, if you were wrongly accused of being guilty, wouldn't you want to prove your innocence? It's all very very strange. But if the Mccann's are innocent, then not only have they lost a daughter for 10 years, they have also had to deal with the whole world thinking that they did it.

I have two of my own theories on how it happened. I'm not saying that either of them are right. I'm not saying that either of them are wrong. I'm just saying that with the information given, to me these are the most plausible situations:
Maddie's parents want to go out for dinner and don't want to take the kids, but can't find a babysitter. Being doctors, they have some sedative with them and decide to drug their children to make them sleep throughout the night. Now either, Maddie is given an overdose which kills her, and the Mccann's deal with it by hiding the body and faking an abduction, or they underdose her and she wakes up before they return home, still groggy, gets out of bed and falls over -behind the sofa- due to the drugs, hitting her head (explaining the blood behind the sofa), and then the parents deal with it by hiding the body and faking her abduction. Either way, I don't think Maddie was kidnapped. I think that Maddie was accidentally killed by her parents. However, my one flaw in this theory is where the bloody hell is the body and how have they gotten rid of it so well that it still, 10 years later, hasn't been found?! The one reason that I'm still considering the kidnapping is that it's much easier to find a dead body than an alive one? Hell she could have been kidnapped and sex trafficked and has ended up elsewhere in Europe. She may be dead, she may even still be alive. We just don't know and it is heartbreaking. I hope that the parents had nothing to do with it other than leaving their children, but I really doubt that is the case. Either way, they should be done for neglect.

It's a really difficult situation to understand, and I don't think we ever will. Whether Maddie is alive or dead, whoever did it will take it to the grave with them. Do I think Maddie will be found alive? No.  Do I think Maddie will be found at all? No. Do I hope Maddie will be found, dead or alive? Of course. This poor little girl deserves the world to know what happened to her, and if she is dead, she deserves a proper funeral. My thoughts go out to you Maddie. Either keep fighting, or rest in peace, sweetheart.

My first experience skiing!

I do apologise for my late upload, my silly brain got confused about what day it was yesterday and I thought it was Monday, oops. This blog post is going to be more of a photo post rather than a written post as I think it will be easier to show what happened through photos, however I will share snippets of anecdotes with you all alongside the photos.

Over February Half Term, or in my case, reading week, I was lucky enough to go to skiing in Bansko, Bulgaria. It was my first time skiing and I think it's safe to say that I was absolutely terrified. However, despite falling over a grand total of 13 times over 6 days, I can say that I absolutely loved it, didn't want to come home, and really want to go skiing again.

Plane


Ski Passes






The most beautiful scenes ever




I can ski!


How I spent a lot of my time. Funny story: Sam's stepdad is a really good skier, so rather than paying for ski lessons, he taught me. Now this was all well and good, until I forgot how to turn and couldn't stop, so he tried to help me by skiing in front of me and being my brake. However on two particular occasions, this plan didn't quite work, and I ended up taking him out completely. The first time, we managed to get up ok, but the second time he ended up led on my elbow and another skier had to come and untangle us (thanks random British man!) Not so funny story: On one day, I had a panic attack 3/4 of the way up the mountain, fell over and got myself so worked up (after this photo) that I refused to ski down.


I spent the remainder of this steep bit alternating between sliding down on my bum, sitting on 1 ski and sliding down, or walking. Thursday was not a fun day.


However everything can be fixed with some apres ski. A rest, a chocolate bar and a cider, or a gluvine (Bulgarian mulled wine) is all you need to calm down and get back into it, so I managed to ski the rest of the way down (only on the easy slopes though.)



Bulgarian pancakes are the best thing ever. Freshly made and YUMMY!




We went to a Teppanyaki restaurant to celebrate Valentine's Day and Sam's mum and stepdad's wedding anniversary and had so much food it's a wonder I was able to walk the next day, let alone ski. If you ever have the chance to go to a Teppanyaki restaurant, do it!






Despite all the falls, the bruises, the panics and sweating ridiculously because you think it will be cold and so layer up but it's actually ridiculously boiling inside ski clothes, I had an amazing first skiing experience and I never wanted to come home! I was so anxious about trying skiing as I had never been one for sports, and so I never went with school, but if you have the opportunity to go skiing, despite your nerves, you definitely should because it is a really really fun experience!


With love,
Chloe x













My Five Favourite Bloggers

Ahh I love blogging. I love writing blogs and I love reading blogs. I had a bit of writer's block today after writing an English Literature essay for hours on end, so I decided to read some of my favourite blogs for inspiration, and then I had the idea of listing my top five favourite bloggers for you all! No one on this list has asked to be on this list, and they are not all from one niche, they are a mish-mash of everything. I hope you enjoy!

five) Zoella (https://www.zoella.co.uk/)
I know, she's pretty controversial, and while I don't read her blog posts or watch her videos as much anymore as I used to when I was a young teenager, I felt like I had to include her in my blog. She really helped me get into blogging and seeing her grow to the massive star that she is today inspires me to continue writing. Her 'ghost-writing' scandal may have scared a lot of people off, but her blog is a good one to read, even if it is just to get inspiration.

four) Bex (https://lotsoflovebex.com/)
I recently found this blog after the lovely Bex followed me on Twitter and I fell in love with it straight away. Bex seems like a genuinely lovely person, and she writes really interesting blog posts about a variety of things. I feel like Bex and I have a lot of things in common, especially with our blogs-both being relatively new to the blogging scene, both writing about a variety of things, and I think that is another reason why I adore her blog so much, it is just so relatable!

three) Georgie (http://deordie.blogspot.co.uk/)
I had to put Georgie on here. I have known Georgie for years after attending the same theatre school as her when we were young. She started her first year of university in September and has been blogging about her experiences at a performing arts uni. While the courses we take are very different, I have been in fits reading about her university experiences and it has made me feel better about my own-relatable AF!

two) Rikki (http://lusciouslane.blogspot.co.uk/)
Rikki is another girl that I have known for a long time, after attending the same secondary school as her and being in the same tutor for 5 years. She is the most helpful person when it comes to blogging. When I first started out I asked her so many questions and she was never too busy to help. Plus, look how COOL her blog is. She is honestly the coolest person and I feel a little bit proud (even though I have no reason to) that her blog has gone so far and that she is making money out of doing what she loves, She posts a range of material, from beauty, to fashion, to lifestyle and interviews and I just think her writing is fab. Go Rikki!


one) Charlotte (http://charlottesweb8.blogspot.co.uk/)
I adore this blog. I have been following Charlotte on various forms of social media for a few years now and despite never meeting her I just love her. She is adorable and seeing how far she has come in the past few years, both in blogging and in herself has made me so happy. Plus, isn't her blog just the prettiest thing ever!


So there you have it. I hope that if you're not already following these blogs that you do after reading this blog post because they are all fab! Just a note to say that there will be no blog post next week as I am off skiing in Bulgaria with Sammy, but I will be back the Tuesday after with a post all about how I got on skiing for the first time (hopefully, if I don't break my arm that is!) 

With love,
Chloe x